piano…? umm…

sarah really hasn’t practiced in the last 2 weeks.

sarah feels guilty about this.

she has things she has to work on over the summer.

but she feels even more guilty that she doesn’t want to practice.

but she actually does want to practice – at least part of her does.

sarah really needs to practice.

oh my. why am i so complicated and… musician-ish?

while i have been not practicing, i’ve been doing things like going to lots of graduation events and sleeping in scandalously late (the sad thing is, i try to get up earlier. but i keep doing that thing where you see what time it is and think ‘i’ve got to wake up,’ and start to get up, but next thing you know you’re waking up again and it’s almost noon. what’s up with that?). i’ve also been doing massive cleaning and organizing of all my stuff. i’ve decided that going through a very cluttered room is a lot like what i go through when writing a big paper. there’s so many little things, and you don’t know where to start. it’s very frustrating, but i’m slowly getting my way-too-many wordly possessions downsized.

all the graduation things lately have got me thinking about my graduation (which will hopefully only be 3 years from now) from *gulp* college. that just sounds scary. three years is not very long at all, and i know it will be here very quickly. yikes.

so i guess i better get practicing…